ITS ONLY WHEN YOUR LOST YOU FIND YOURSELF

i should feel happy now but i dont , i cant quite figure out why , i know what it could be there’s many things it could be but pinpointing the one main thing it is , i cant seem to do. Im demotivated ive lost all comprehension of what i wanted for my future. im in one of them moods where i just want to eat ice cream and cry for hours and keep repeating this untill i feel better, but i know deep down it wont make anything better, ive got to pick myself back up ive got to look for my  motivation, ive got many choices that i need to make , there’s gunna be alot of changes and its gunna be interesting to see who sticks around…